Rant.

Rant.

*Ahem*

Mygodonemonthisallwehavewateverareweallgonnado.

Itslikeapocalypseminusallthezombiesandcoolshotgunsthatrandomlyappearinthestreetsforustopickupanddefendourselves.

Atleastwedontmeettanks.

ButIneverforgettotellmyselfthatIwontworrymylifawaybecauseitsnotagoodthingnotworthit.

Onemonth.

AndImstillthinkingsomuchsomuchwaytoofriggingmuchcantstopthinkingatall.

WhatIddoforreleaseforfreedomforabsoluteeternityclosetoreachbuttoofartotouch.

Gottashineinthisdarknessdarknessclosinginbutnotconsumingnotsurrounding.Unlessweallowit.

Stopthinkingstopthinking.Orcompromise.Stopthinkingsomuchstopthinkingsomuch.

MaybesoonitllbebacktothatbutwishIknewmyselfwhatthatwouldbe.

WouldIknowifthatcameorwoulditbeinvisiblecreepinguponmeandleavemewondering.

OhandImsleepingtodreamaboutyoubutimsodamntiredofhavingtolivewithoutyou,

butidontmindsleepingtodreamaboutyoubutimsotired.

Sotiredsotiredindeedlikeathousandouttherethatfightfortheirsleepfightfortheirrest.

Nevergiveupneverstopfightingforthatlittlebitthatmakesourlifeworthliving.

Fightforthismonthfightforthisyearfightforthislifeitsrighthererightnowwhencurtianscalljusttakeyourbow.

Thesementorsmasterstheyholdhopeinuswedontlethemdownwedoitforthemforourselvesforall.

Whattoptenaretheretofantasizetomaterializewhenjourneysarepersonaljourneysareuniquejourneysaresingularandseperate?

Thinknomoreaboutthatthinknomore.

Work.

Till a month.

Go.