EOS

Huh. Six months passs pretty quickly. Ever since my first holiday in primary one I was always couldn't wait for the holidays. Every 3 months, I would be sitting in class and staring at the clock, hoping it would go faster.


Not this year.

I have no idea, but I've been feeling kind of sad since this morning. The talk from Mr Sng didn't help either. He throws down another piece of sad news - That Mr Fong is leaving Dunman High. That reallllly brought my spirits down further. Only good thing that came out of it is that we didn't need to present our science project and I wasn't going to fumble my way through an impromptu talk again. And it wasn't simply on "My so-called perfect day", but on GM Food. That was lucky.


I got even more sad during recess, when we gave the albums to Mrs Chu and Miss Yap. The only other time that I felt so sad about a teacher leaving (actually, Mrs Chu is just not teaching us. At least she's still in DHS...) was for Mrs Liu. TNS people, now you know how much I like these two teachers. Screw it, I'm willing to change my science and LA grades to F if only they will continue teaching us for the rest of the year.

-P.S. Miss Yap, if you are reading this (and I know you are), remember what I written in the album for you. No, not the part where I enjoyed your lessons. The last sentence is more important xD. And try to come back someday soon. Wearing a T-shirt, so we can play basketball.


Anyway, the time when we got our report books was the worst. Didn't make the top 25 percentile. As if I wasn't depressed enough. Oh well, at least my percentage improved, though only slightly. I still feel kinda disappointed with myself more than anything else.


Remember my friend the muscle-ache in the first paragraph? Don't bother to scroll up. I actually didn't put it there -Gotcha xD. Anyway, because of that, I couldn't go for training because it hurt while walking. Couldn't imagine standing for two hours in those shoes. Now I feel - on top of sad and dissappointed - guilty, because I'm not going be able to train for a week for my overseas trip.


Speaking of which, I'm leaving for Japan on sunday morn. If you want a gift, post in the cbox on the left. I'll try my best to get something for you. No charge. Except for you, Nicholas - the shirts are not very cheap there. Well, this is probably the only thing I'm looking forward to during the hols, so I'm gonna make the most of it.


Back to the point. Well, even after feeling sad, disappointed and very very guilty, something that's making me feel so unwilling to leave school is still missing. I've though about it throughout the day, and I still can't give a definite answer.


It seems like a sudden break. No, not the rest break, as in the literal one. It's like losing your momentum after building it up for so long; For musical people, it's like forgetting how to play the very first piece you learnt by heart; for shooters, it's like losing your shooting rhythm after successive 10-point shots; for drama people, it's like forgetting your lines all of a sudden even though you went through many smooth rehearsals.


Or maybe I'm getting emotional in my old age, I don't know. Still, I really feel kinda lousy right now, with no way to comfort myself, or getting someone to do that. Well, hopefully the trip cheers me up somewhat. And by the way, I wasn't joking about the gift request. Just make sure you do that by Saturday night :)